Oil on canvas, 31.5" x 47.2" (80 x 120 cm
Work in Process

After 5 hours working on the painting

Wonderland Closed: The Conscious Fall
This canvas is an exploration of the conscious fall as an act of absolute liberation. It deconstructs the societal obsession with 'purity' by presenting defiance not as trauma, but as a deliberate, aesthetic choice. Rendered in uncompromising hyperrealism, the work juxtaposes the polished, editorial glamor of the subject against the mass-produced, discarded illusions of childhood. The subtle violence—a torn stocking, the vibrant trace of a fresh wound—is not a mark of victimhood, but a trophy of lived experience. It is the visual manifestation of stepping outside the sterile confines of societal acceptability and claiming ownership of one's own corruption.
Video of the painting in process, 5 hours work

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